Headless Youth Podcast

About Headless Youth Podcast

A podcast about Myalgic Encephalomyelitis/Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (ME/CFS), mold avoidance, craniocervical instability, environmental degradation, and the epidemic of chronic illness.

Publisher

Headless Youth Podcast

Category

science

Language

en

Explicit

No

First episode

9 Oct 2020

Latest episode

15 Nov 2024

Latest episodes

18 episodes in the feed.

1. 

   15 Nov 2024

   Origin Story 3.5: Fallout New Vegas DLC

   Episode from 2020 found in the archives, edited by Rene Joly. Walker and Lucas discuss Fallout New Vegas, mold avoidance in the Southwest, and Gulf War Syndrome.

2. 

   9 Jan 2024

   Bonus Material: On Being Ill by Virginia Woolf

   A reading of Virginia Woolf's essay "On Being Ill" by Eva. #disability #VirginiaWoolf #chronicillness Art by Remedios Varo.

3. 

   16 Oct 2023

   Bonus material: Anne Örtegren's farewell letter

   In 2018, after 16 years of suffering with the illness ME/CFS, Anne Örtegren died by physician assisted suicide. Anne was a fierce advocate for ME/CFS patients; she wrote for HealthRising.com about her experience with the disease and why the world needs to pay attention and fund research. She explained her choice to end her life in a final post titled "Farewell – A Last Post from Anne Örtegren." This bonus material episode is a reading of that letter. You can read along here: http://lobel.nu/anne.html. You can find Anne's other posts here: https://www.healthrising.org/authors/anne-ortegen/. Please listen and pay heed to Anne's final words, they are important. Here's an excerpt we'd like to highlight: "It would be easier to handle if there were breaks, breathing spaces. But with severe ME/CFS there is no minute during the day when one is comfortable. My body is a war zone with constant firing attacks. There is no rest, no respite. Every move of every day is a mountain-climb. Every night is a challenge, since there is no easy sleep to rescue me from the torture. I always just have to try to get through the night. And then get through the next day. It would also be easier if there were distractions. Like many patients with severe ME/CFS I am unable to listen to music, radio, podcasts or audio books, or to watch TV. I can only read for short bouts of time, and use the computer for even shorter moments. I am too ill to manage more than rare visits or phone calls from my family and friends, and sadly unable to live with someone. This solitary confinement aspect of ME/CFS is devastating and it is understandable that ME/CFS has been described as the 'living death disease'... ...If we knew there were relief on the horizon, it would be possible to endure severe ME/CFS and all the additional medical problems, even for a long time, I think. The point is that there has to be a limit, the suffering must not feel endless."

4. 

   8 Sept 2023

   THE END

   The final installment of the series "Many Seasons in Hell" with @death_denial subjects: -Knowing death, near death experiences -Possibility of cure, medical progress -Chronic illness experience across age and class -“If God is good, all things will be rectified” -Ways to endure and find strength within yourself -EPILOGUE edited by Rene Joly #mecfs #longcovid #pasc #mysticism

5. 

   13 Aug 2023

   Sophia Perennis vs. The Vicious Circle

   Many Seasons in Hell part V * War reading with chronic illness * Nazi defeat at Stalingrad * Hermann Goring and Elf ***** * Elves, faeries, various depictions * Matcha * Religion, spirit/soul, vs the material. Mind and matter * Nietsche’s illness, contextualizing his fixation on vitality * Religions and suffering; Christianity and Buddhism * Making sense of suffering, or the attempt to * Assisted suicide and religion * Buddhism and realms * Different conceptions of afterlife * Seeking spiritual guidance Edited by Rene Joly

6. 

   18 May 2023

   Bonus material: essay on the generational health/wealth gap

   Bonus material that we were going to use in the podcast: a long essay discussing how environmental toxins lead to environmental health disparities, which are then exacerbated by widespread poverty among millennials and gen z. Read by friend of the pod @brianenometh, with music from Tim Hecker. #mecfs #moldavoidance

7. 

   12 May 2023

   Get Me Away From Here I'm Dying, ft. Jeanette Godby: Part II

   Topics in this series include parenting with chronic illness, assisted suicide and the afterlife, toxic mold avoidance, the demonology of industrial capitalism, the endangered elf population of highland forests in the United States, and reconciling extreme suffering with belief in the divine. edited by Jesse French #mecfs #longcovid #toxicmold #moldavoidance #chronicillness

8. 

   9 May 2023

   Get Me Away From Here I'm Dying, featuring Jeanette Godby: Part I

   Topics in this series include parenting with chronic illness, assisted suicide and the afterlife, toxic mold avoidance, the demonology of industrial capitalism, the endangered elf population of highland forests in the United States, and reconciling extreme suffering with belief in the divine. edited by Jesse French #mecfs #longcovid #toxicmold #moldavoidance #chronicillness

9. 

   11 Aug 2022

   Many Seasons in Hell (Part III)

   **Errata: at 26:14 my dumb ass said 2,000 as the threshold under which a disease becomes a rare disease. I swear to God I was just extremely tired and I'm not actually that stupid, the real number is 200,000. A disease with less than 200,000 sufferers in the United States is considered a rare disease by the NIH. ME/CFS is far over that threshold. I have brain damage** Another season in hell: What does it mean to live, beyond survival, what does the flesh want, does biological matter have a telos? In the case that it does, what is the current telos of the damaged flesh, sludgy blood, and inflamed brains of the patients with these illnesses? And is there finally good news on the horizon for people with these illnesses? We delve into that tough question more than ever in this episode, I try to resist taking a blackpill on this issue, Brennan tries to prepare the antidote, and so on. Walker and Brennan (death__denial) start with a discussion of suicide as a non-psychiatric phenomenon ("rational" and informed by circumstances of living with a physical illness and the requisite pain and lost life/youth/work ability) rather than mood or any perceived psychiatric disorder which distorts thought. (study on that from Spanish source: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC8227525/) More than in past episodes we get into some of the novel scientific discoveries in these illnesses, as well as the ecology of the research funding systems. We discuss the mortality rates of post-infectious chronic diseases like ME/CFS and Long Covid, and the causes for the slightly increased mortality. But more importantly we discuss how mortality is a deceptive measure--especially when taken as a sole measure--for understanding the impact of these chronic illnesses, which cause devastating quality of life decreases. In this episode we tie together a lot of loose ends we've brought up earlier--personal experiences with the hellish nature of chronic illness, problems in chronic illness activism, allusions to how the wave of chronic illness in the wake of the pandemic may be the impetus for changes in research funding and scientific discoveries, and finally: whether there really is any hope at all for people with these illnesses (ME/CFS and Long Covid primarily). This is a shorter episode but potent, with great editing by Rene Joly, using original music samples made by friends of the podcast as well as from the pop/indie music Canon and my 2nd favorite anime, Yu Yu Hakusho.. All of the episodes in this series have selections and allusions from various philosophers/theorists on pain and death, such as Nietzsche, Woolf, Junger, Mishima, Klossowski etc… and some by anonymous authors and poets, too many to give credit to Sorry for the wait, and enjoy! https://www.statnews.com/2022/03/29/nih-long-covid-sluggish-study/ https://www.tandfonline.com/doi/abs/10.1080/21641846.2022.2062169?journalCode=rftg20

10. 

    2 Jul 2022

    Many seasons in Hell(Part II)

    This episode begins with biographical/medical details of Walker and @death__denial's respective illnesses. Then, Walker and @death__denial discuss the biopolitics of acute versus chronic illnesses and how they have played out in public health agencies' response to Covid-19 and its long-term sequelae. Topics include just-world theory and how it plays into political schisms over Long Covid. Interspersed in the episode are discussions of the philosophy and poetics of life and death. Edited by Rene Joly.

11. 

    6 Jun 2022

    Many seasons in Hell: Post-infectious chronic disease with @death__denial (Part I)

    Memory is a festering wound. Walker and @ death__denial appraise the similarities between ME/CFS and Long Covid, starting with a discussion of social death as a consequence of those illnesses. This is the first part in a series that covers everything from medically assisted dying, research funding for these diseases, theology, new scientific findings, and what it's like to survive as opposed to live. Edited by Rene Joly Article quoted in this episode, read by @ pchannelstrip: https://www.independent.co.uk/news/long_reads/why-patients-me-demanding-justice-millions-missing-chronic-fatigue-illness-disease-a8133616.html

12. 

    22 Apr 2021

    "Go West Young Man": An Interview with Jacob Jones

    Walker talks to fellow Hampshire alumnus Jacob Jones about how mold avoidance can transform your life, and how permaculture can support it. Edited by Jesse French. Music by Lucas C. Ospina with selections from "Ravedeath, 1972" by Tim Hecker. Opening theme "Youth of America" by the Wipers.

13. 

    6 Feb 2021

    Origin Story Pt. 4

    Short episode continuing the origin story. Final part out soon. We discuss the relationship between SARS viruses and ME/CFS and our bleak future. Hosted by Walker and @newvideosurface, music by @newvideosurface. Intro: Wipers - "Youth of America"

14. 

    20 Nov 2020

    Origin Story Pt. 3

    Part three of Walker's story and an dive in to the Lake Tahoe outbreak of the 1980s, with digressions on internet bullshit and drugs. Hosted by Walker and @newvideosurface, music by @newvideosurface. Sorry for the crunchy audio quality. Intro: Wipers - "Youth of America" Outro: Duster - "Gold Dust"

15. 

    6 Nov 2020

    Copium for the Masses ft. herbsaint

    Rossignol Eliot talks with @left_pain/@oldking420 about opium: why it's (sort of, maybe) illegal, what it's good for, and how (HYPOTHETICALLY) to make it. Jim Hogshire, Michel Foucault, and Karl Marx make special appearances. Hosted by Walker. Edit and music by Stella. Free .pdf of OPIUM FOR THE MASSES here: https://archive.org/details/Opium_For_The_Masses_PDF_Jim_Hogshire

16. 

    24 Oct 2020

    Lyme Wars ft. @AllegedlyZo

    The occult history of the US bio-warfare program, from Plum Island to the Gulf War to the Lake Tahoe Outbreak. Hosted by Walker featuring @AllegedlyZo. Edited by Stella and @newvideosurfaces

17. 

    9 Oct 2020

    Origin Story Pt. 2

    Origin Story Pt. 2 by Headless Youth Podcast

18. 

    9 Oct 2020

    Origin Story Pt. 1

    Origin Story Pt. 1 by Headless Youth Podcast

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