I feel your pain
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<div> <strong>On August 2nd 2022, I held his hand, the same way I did on our wedding day, when he took his last breath. Exactly one year later, I woke up paralysed, struck by FND.</strong><br> <br> This is not therapy. It is <strong>raw, sacred survival.</strong><br> A sanctuary for shattered souls, where grief howls, rage prays, and healing is slow and shared.<br> <br> No platitudes. No pressure to “overcome.”<br> Just real stories, real scars, and a voice whispering:<br> <strong>“Me too. This still hurts. Let us sit in the holy dark together.”</strong><br> <br> <strong>Welcome to a sanctuary for shattered souls</strong>:<br> Where grief is not fixed, it is honoured.<br> Where pain is not silenced, it is sung.<br> <br> Here, we <strong>lament loudly</strong>, not with advice, but with Psalm-style howls.<br> We <strong>honour wounds that still throb…</strong>I am not “healed”; I am healing beside you.<br> We <strong>reclaim broken dates, </strong>August 2nd: death → paralysis → resurrection.<br> <br> <strong>Vision & Purpose</strong><br> This is not therapy, not coaching, not preaching. It is witness-bearing…<br> It is about:<br> Public storytelling as communal healing ❤️🩹 <br> Amplifying voices of lament in a world that rushes grief 🗣️<br> Scars as sacred maps for others in darkness 🗺️ <br> Solidarity through testimony, not solutions<br> <br> Format: 15-30-mins weekly episodes; 3 segments: Story, Scripture, Solidarity <br> <br> I will be starting solo not because my voice is enough, but because His voice in my suffering is the whole point…</div>
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Publishing Since
8/31/2025
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Recent Episodes
January 10, 2026
S3 Ep6: Final Solo Episode: A Culmination, Not a Conclusion
<div> <p>A Fond Farewell to Solo Stories: Closing This Chapter, Not the Book</p><p>In this special and significant episode, I bring the solo storytelling journey of I Feel Your Pain to a close. After three seasons of mapping the Foundations of loss, Wrestling with raw anger, and Turning toward integrated peace, this chapter of my voice alone, sharing my story each week, comes to a natural end. I share why this pause is necessary as I turn my full focus to publishing the book, Perfect Peace in Brokenness, which these episodes have helped to birth. This is not goodbye, but a "see you later." I express my deepest gratitude to you, my listeners, for being sacred witnesses to my healing, and I share a hopeful glimpse of what is to come: a future return to the mic to host conversations with other voices and stories. Join me for this reflective culmination, a moment to honour how far we have come and to anticipate the new ways our community will grow.</p></div>
January 3, 2026
S3 Ep5: Forgiveness: Releasing the people who did not show up
<div>Forgiveness can feel impossible when the wound comes with a laugh. This episode confronts the deepest cut: betrayal by those closest to you. I share the painful journey of forgiving not just a silent church, but close relatives and friends I had supported for years, people who, when FND forced me to close my business, did not just vanish. Some called to ask what they could now get from me; others laughed and mocked my downfall. We will grapple with the hard command in Matthew 6 to forgive, not as a pardon for their cruelty, but as a lifeline for our own souls. We will also distinguish between the internal work of forgiveness and the external choice of reconciliation, and practice letting go of the emotional debt no one will ever repay.</div>
December 27, 2025
S3 Ep4: The New Normal: Rebuilding a Life of Meaning
<div>What happens when "getting back to normal" is no longer possible because the old normal is gone forever? This episode is about the slow, intentional work of building a new life from the ground up, not on the ashes of the old, but on the sacred ground where the old life once stood. I will share what my life looks like now, not as a return, but as a reinvention. Through the promise of Isaiah 43, I will explore how God does not just restore; He makes things new. In solidarity I will share the quiet, practical steps that helped me rebuild an identity and a daily rhythm that could honestly hold both my loss and my life</div>
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<div> <strong>On August 2nd 2022, I held his hand, the same way I did on our wedding day, when he took his last breath. Exactly one year later, I woke up paralysed, struck by FND.</strong><br> <br> This is not therapy. It is <strong>raw, sacred survival.</strong><br> A sanctuary for shattered souls, where grief howls, rage prays, and healing is slow and shared.<br> <br> No platitudes. No pressure to “overcome.”<br> Just real stories, real scars, and a voice whispering:<br> <strong>“Me too. This still hurts. Let us sit in the holy dark together.”</strong><br> <br> <strong>Welcome to a sanctuary for shattered souls</strong>:<br> Where grief is not fixed, it is honoured.<br> Where pain is not silenced, it is sung.<br> <br> Here, we <strong>lament loudly</strong>, not with advice, but with Psalm-style howls.<br> We <strong>honour wounds that still throb…</strong>I am not “healed”; I am healing beside you.<br> We <strong>reclaim broken dates, </strong>August 2nd: death → paralysis → resurrection.<br> <br> <strong>Vision & Purpose</strong><br> This is not therapy, not coaching, not preaching. It is witness-bearing…<br> It is about:<br> Public storytelling as communal healing ❤️🩹 <br> Amplifying voices of lament in a world that rushes grief 🗣️<br> Scars as sacred maps for others in darkness 🗺️ <br> Solidarity through testimony, not solutions<br> <br> Format: 15-30-mins weekly episodes; 3 segments: Story, Scripture, Solidarity <br> <br> I will be starting solo not because my voice is enough, but because His voice in my suffering is the whole point…</div> - How often does this podcast release new episodes?
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