Taboo Transmission
Claim This Podcastby Holly Faye
Podcast Overview
<p>Taboo Transmission is a raw, unfiltered podcast about what happens when life cracks you open — and you stop pretending it didn’t. Hosted by Holly Faye, a writer and ritualist navigating the aftermath of grief, spiritual awakening, and identity collapse, this show goes where most people won’t. From twin flames and psychic experiences to the slow, soul-deep rebuild of self after loss, Taboo Transmission explores the real stories we’re scared to say out loud. </p>
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10/23/2025
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February 2, 2026
EP.6. New Chapter: Burning Down What I Built to Find What’s True
<h3>Show Description:</h3><p>I thought my birthday would feel empowering.</p><p>Instead, it marked the moment I stopped pretending I was sure.</p><p>This episode was recorded in the emotional aftermath of my birthday — and the identity collapse that came with it.</p><p>What I expected to be a clean turning point became something messier and more honest: the realization that the last thing I needed to shed was the thing I was actively building.</p><p>In this episode, I reflect on the intention words that shaped the last two years (<b>Transcend</b> and <b>Create</b>), what it meant to move through a 12th-house year of shedding and excavation, and why stepping into a new cycle didn’t come with clarity — it came with a blank slate.</p><p>I talk about burning down a business that was being built from scarcity, finally claiming myself as an artist, and choosing alignment over urgency — even when it means taking a slower, less glamorous path forward.</p><p>This is a conversation about identity death, creative truth, healthy conflict, nervous system awareness, and what it really means to start a new chapter without forcing the ending.</p><hr /><h3>Episode Chapters</h3><p><b>00:00 — Intro</b></p><p><b>00:35 — Birthday reflections & the weight of a new chapter</b></p><p>Why birthdays feel serious to me, and how intention-setting became a survival ritual.</p><p><b>10:20 — Intention words, 12th-house shedding & creative survival</b></p><p>Transcend, Create, and the unexpected ways creativity became a form of self-regulation.</p><p><b>22:42 — Identity collapse, sensitivity & relational truth</b></p><p>Letting go of who I thought I was, confronting emotional patterns, and learning to trust connection instead of fearing it.</p><p><b>34:15 — Burning down the wrong business & choosing the artist path</b></p><p>Why I stopped building a service-based identity, reclaimed my creative work, and decided to protect what matters most.</p><hr /><h3>🔗 Links & Resources Mentioned</h3><ul><li><b>The Mirror — Astrology & Human Design Interpretation Tool</b><p>Created by Kessli Hall</p><p>👉 <i>Affiliate link:</i> <a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://kesslihall.com/the-mirror?am_id=holly9086" target="_blank">The Mirror</a></p></li><li><b>Astro-Seek</b> — Free astrology charts & Solar Return charts<p>👉 <a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://www.astro-seek.com/solar-return-chart" target="_blank">https://www.astro-seek.com/solar-return-chart</a></p></li><li><b>Astrology with Alice Podcast —</b> (Referenced for Solar Return insights)<p>👉<a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/astrology-with-alice/id1707592705?i=1000747166153" target="_blank">Astrology with Alice Podcast</a></p></li></ul><hr /><p>This episode is about choosing alignment over optics, truth over urgency, and creative integrity over survival mode.</p><p>If you’re standing at the edge of a new chapter — especially one that doesn’t look the way you thought it would — this one is for you.</p>
December 30, 2025
Ep. 5. A Life Update: Quitting My Job, Navigating Loss, and Sitting in the In-Between
<p><i>A Life Update: Quitting My Job, Navigating Loss, and Sitting in the In-Between</i></p><p>This episode is a real-time look at the messy middle — the space between what ended and what hasn’t yet begun. I’m sharing a transparent update on quitting my corporate job, navigating fresh grief, and sitting in a season that feels equal parts freeing, confusing, heavy, and strangely hopeful.</p><p>If you’re someone who’s ever stepped out of something before the next thing was fully formed… or if grief has ever reshaped your plans without asking permission… this one will feel familiar.</p><p></p><p>We get into:</p><p>• Why I finally left the job I’d been wanting to quit for years</p><p>• How living as a Projector makes traditional work structures nearly impossible</p><p>• The tension between trusting the universe and being furious with it</p><p>• What a 12th house year + Capricorn season is surfacing</p><p>• Duality, relational mirrors, and the emotional backlog that catches up when life gets quiet</p><p>• Rest cycles, seasonality, and why I’m not pushing content right now</p><p>• The creative work I <i>am</i> planning (podcast foundations + writing my novel)</p><p></p><p>This episode isn’t polished. It’s human, tired, and honest. A snapshot of the in-between — the part most people skip when they tell their story.</p><hr /><h2><b>LINKS & RESOURCES</b></h2><h3><b>Find me here:</b></h3><p>Instagram → <a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://www.instagram.com/hollyfaye_/" target="_blank">@hollyfaye_</a></p><p>YouTube (video version of the show) → <a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://www.youtube.com/@hollyfaye_" target="_blank">@hollyfaye_</a></p><p>Spotify → <a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://open.spotify.com/show/6Vah9aECyCmhl5PDWuU6EJ?si=51086c9ced0641c8" target="_blank">Taboo Transmission</a></p><p>Apple Podcasts → <a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/taboo-transmission/id1847972200" target="_blank">Taboo Transmission</a></p><hr /><h2><b>Mentioned in this episode:</b></h2><h3><b>Kessli Hall</b></h3><p>Instagram → <a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://www.instagram.com/kessli.hall/" target="_blank"><b>@Kessli.Hall</b></a></p><p><a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://open.spotify.com/episode/6W95UwonlIA7ZqBOR6cjL9?si=-uX5_FtBSkGf6ON6BTRmHg" target="_blank"><b>Business in Retrograde</b></a> - the podcast episode where Kessli breaks down her method for aligning her schedule with her birth chart. The episode covers astrological business season cycling and contains the link to her free resource: <a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://kesslihall.com/astrological-business-cycling-freebie" target="_blank"><b>Astrological Business Cycling Freebie</b></a> for mapping out your own.</p><h3><b>Attic Sloths – Show Music Producers</b></h3><p>Instagram → <a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://www.instagram.com/atticsloths/?utm_source=ig_web_button_share_sheet" target="_blank"><b>@atticsloths</b></a></p><p>YouTube → <a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCfea74f9zGOWCzqLrU2hjxg" target="_blank"><b>Attic Sloths</b></a></p><p>Spotify → <a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://open.spotify.com/artist/2sDiegg1D2I4ftuUW1QBuK?si=bces5ZR2SyyAjKG05T-wlA" target="_blank"><b>Attic Sloths</b></a></p>
November 22, 2025
Ep.4. Recognizing & Trusting The Signs
<p>In this episode of <b>Taboo Transmission</b>, I’m diving into what it really means to recognize and trust the signs that show up in our lives — especially when they don’t make logical sense. I share some personal moments where guidance came through in quiet, ordinary ways… and others that broke through in the middle of a full-blown spiral. </p><p></p><p>We’ll explore the difference between being grounded enough to discern truth versus needing to be perfectly regulated to receive it, and how the body often speaks before the mind catches up. This isn’t a conversation about magical thinking — it’s about tracking real patterns, listening when something deeper is speaking, and learning how your system says “this matters.” </p><p></p><p>Chapters</p><p>00:00 Introduction to Signs and Intuition</p><p>02:34 The Challenge of Trusting Signs</p><p>04:50 Personal Experiences with Signs</p><p>07:39 How Signs Manifest in Everyday Life</p><p>10:21 The Role of Music and Numbers in Signs</p><p>12:24 Significant Moments and Validation</p><p>14:47 Understanding the Subtlety of Signs</p><p>17:35 The Importance of Being Grounded</p><p>20:22 Interpreting Signs and Personal Feelings</p><p>22:49 The Journey of Recognizing Signs</p><p>25:05 Closing Thoughts and Future Engagements</p><p>38:05 Outro Video.mp4</p><p></p><p>Keywords</p><p>signs, intuition, spirituality, personal experiences, grounding, emotional regulation, trust, validation, twin flames, podcast</p><p></p><p></p><p>💌 <b>Connect</b> </p><p>Instagram: <a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://www.instagram.com/hollyfaye_/" target="_blank"><b>@hollyfaye_</b></a></p><p>YouTube: <a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://youtube.com/@hollyfaye_?si=ewH5g006v4FdGCTt" target="_blank"><b>@hollyfaye_</b></a></p><p>Spotify: <a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://open.spotify.com/show/6Vah9aECyCmhl5PDWuU6EJ?si=shCnD2LvQxeEB8QJ3YhgBg" target="_blank"><b>Taboo Transmission Podcast</b></a></p><p></p><p>🎧 <b>Credits</b> Original intro music by <a rel="noopener noreferrer nofollow" href="https://www.youtube.com/redirect?event=video_description&redir_token=QUFFLUhqbV9zVmxVR05lRG5CbmNrdTdXYV96di1yc2RrUXxBQ3Jtc0ttSjUwZ0dIRmxBb1YyZkVVUjVjYW5fZ0F4ZFRzczhlclB4UjhqVzJXSWhGUkJ3NW93Y3gyVDRUZUlWZU1jSm5qbmQyUEhRLXZIaG9CVVdvS0dOU2dkRXgtRTNhdlVyWDNSb0QxMmRObXB1RUFCS016cw&q=https%3A%2F%2Fopen.spotify.com%2Fartist%2F2sDiegg1D2I4ftuUW1QBuK%3Fsi%3D59B1vzHbSuGl-MA8YQFo0w%E2%80%93&v=uYLGomjpMdc" target="_blank"><b>Attic Sloths </b></a>thank you for the sound that sets this space.</p>
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- What is Taboo Transmission?
<p>Taboo Transmission is a raw, unfiltered podcast about what happens when life cracks you open — and you stop pretending it didn’t. Hosted by Holly Faye, a writer and ritualist navigating the aftermath of grief, spiritual awakening, and identity collapse, this show goes where most people won’t. From twin flames and psychic experiences to the slow, soul-deep rebuild of self after loss, Taboo Transmission explores the real stories we’re scared to say out loud. </p> - How often does this podcast release new episodes?
This podcast updates daily.
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No, this podcast does not typically feature guests.
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