This podcast is your essential guide when navigating the complex journey of betrayal trauma. As a certified betrayal trauma coach, I'll personally guide the discussion on vital self-help and recovery books, specifically addressing the unique challenges of betrayal trauma and sex addiction. In each episode, we'll uncover transformative insights and empowering tools through a compassionate lens as we gain clarity, reconnect with our authentic selves, and ultimately reclaim our lives on this healing journey. If you're ready to move forward and truly heal, join us.
Ambiguous Loss and the "Golden Bridge": Healthier Choices in a Sicker System – Interview with Dr. Adam Moore
Healing from betrayal is often described as a journey, but it is rarely a straight line. It is a process of navigating "ambiguous loss", the gut-wrenching experience of grieving someone who is still physically present but emotionally transformed. In this conclusion to our conversation, Dr. Adam Moore returns to discuss the pragmatic "Golden Bridge" to honesty and the heavy labor often required of the healthier partner in a relationship.
We dive into the statistics of truth-telling, the reality of emotional "limitations," and why 20 years of marriage might be less of a badge of honor and more of a daily, conscious choice. Dr. Moore challenges us to look beyond the "happily ever after" and find peace in being "happily in this moment" with things exactly as they are.
We talk about:
The Weight of Ambiguous Loss: Why grieving a betrayal is often harder than grieving a death, as you struggle to identify exactly what, and when, to mourn while the person is still standing in front of you.
The Eight-Second Rule: A fascinating look at research showing that giving someone just a small window of time to decide to be honest significantly increases the likelihood of truth over a snap-judgment lie.
Building a "Golden Bridge": Utilizing a concept from The Art of War to provide a partner with a dignified "retreat" into honesty, prioritizing the pragmatic outcome of truth over the desire for immediate accountability.
The Labor of the Healthier Person: Acknowledging the painful reality that the healthier partner will inevitably do a greater share of the emotional labor, and why resentment toward your own "ability" can be its own hurdle to clear.
Recognizing Emotional Capacity: Confronting the "hot button" truth that some people may have genuine, long-term limitations in their emotional or mental health, similar to an IQ ceiling or a physical disability.
Renegotiating the "Sunk Cost": Why we must constantly ask if a relationship is still viable today, rather than staying purely out of obligation to the years already invested.
"The healthiest person in every relationship will always do a greater share of the labor than the sicker of the two people. If you are resentful that you are the healthier person, then you have a problem... You should be grateful to be the healthier of the two people." Dr. Adam Moore
This episode may be especially supportive if:
You feel like you are "losing your mind" because you are grieving a partner who is still alive and living in your home.
You are tired of "building bridges" for your partner's honesty and feel that your health is being used against you as an obligation.
You struggle with the fear that if you stop being angry, you are condoning the behavior or "signing up" to be hurt again.
You are approaching middle age and beginning to realize that many of your "core values" were actually handed to you by others to avoid shame or manipulation.
Ultimately, a "happily ever after" is just a steady stream of moments where you choose to be present with reality. Whether the relationship survives or not, your lovability and acceptability are not determined by its outcome.
Meet the Guest: Dr. Adam Moore
Dr. Adam Moore is a licensed marriage and family therapist and co-owner of Sela Health. With over 15 years specializing in sexual addiction and betrayal, he provides a pragmatic, research-backed approach to relational healing. He is the co-author of Pumpkins at Midnight and host of the Pocket Therapist podcast.
Dr. Moore’s Podcast - https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/pocket-therapist/id1383613726 (https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/pocket-therapist/id1383613726)
Rachel’s Booklist - https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/17C3H1PVHJ5N9?ref_=wl_share (https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/17C3H1PVHJ5N9?ref_=wl_share%E2%81%A0%E2%81%A0)
27 Feb 2026
Beyond the Fairytale: Navigating Love and Reality in the Age of Porn – Interview with Dr. Adam Moore (Part 1)
We are often raised on a "fairytale" version of marriage, the belief that love will be romantic, beautiful, and solve all of our problems. But for many women, the clock eventually strikes midnight, the carriage turns back into a pumpkin, and life becomes painfully real. When pornography addiction and betrayal enter the story, the dream doesn't just change; it feels like it has shattered.
In this episode, I sit down with Dr. Adam Moore, a licensed marriage and family therapist and co-author of Pumpkins at Midnight: A Woman’s Guide to Love, Dating, and Marriage in the Age of Porn. We discuss the "hubris of the 20-year-old self" who believes she can prepare her way out of pain, why men in the middle of addiction are not "reliable narrators," and how to embrace the messy, in-between "liminal spaces" of recovery.
We talk about:
The Story Behind the Pumpkin: Why the book's title reflects the moment a relationship shifts from a childhood fantasy to a "very real" struggle with pornography issues.
The Myth of Preparation: A candid look at the desire to "prepare" our way out of potential pain and the realization that some things can only be understood by living through them.
Why He Can’t Hear You: Exploring why an addicted partner may lack empathy, ranging from emotional developmental "stunts" to the possibility of being on the autism spectrum.
The Unreliable Narrator: Understanding that a partner deep in addiction cannot give an accurate account of reality for themselves or the relationship.
Embracing Liminal Spaces: Learning to tolerate the "limbo" between starting a healing process and being finished with it, and why this in-between zone is actually the norm of life.
Grief as a Violent Process: Reframing "dumb" behaviors or intense anger as part of a necessary, "violent" grieving process that deserves infinite compassion.
This episode may be especially supportive if:
You are a young woman in the early stages of a relationship, trying to navigate the discovery of a partner's pornography use.
You feel like you have "failed" because your hard work and investment didn't yield the immediate recovery results you wanted.
You are struggling to understand why your partner seems completely unplugged from your emotional pain or interprets your suffering as "persecution" of them.
You feel "weirdly stuck" in your anger because you fear that moving toward peace means you are condoning the betrayal.
Ultimately, recovery isn't about the butterfly resenting its time as a caterpillar. It is about a perpetual reconciliation with yourself, acknowledging that while the goal may have changed, your value and your journey have not.
Meet the Guest: Dr. Adam Moore
Dr. Adam Moore is a licensed marriage and family therapist with nearly 20 years of experience. He specializes in treating sexual addiction and betrayal and is the co-owner of Sela Health. He is the host of the Pocket Therapist podcast and co-author of Pumpkins at Midnight.
Dr. Moore’s Podcast - https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/pocket-therapist/id1383613726 (https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/pocket-therapist/id1383613726)
Rachel’s Booklist - https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/17C3H1PVHJ5N9?ref_=wl_share (https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/17C3H1PVHJ5N9?ref_=wl_share%E2%81%A0%E2%81%A0)
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19 Feb 2026
The Path of Becoming: Assembling Your Team and Rebuilding "Credit" with Dr. Monique Thompson
Healing from betrayal is not a solo journey, nor is it a linear one. In this conclusion to our conversation, Dr. Monique Thompson returns to discuss the "butterfly effect" of recovery and the practicalities of rebuilding a life after the internal explosion of discovery.
We dive deep into the specific therapeutic tools that move us from "surviving to tomorrow" to "unleashing" our most authentic selves. Dr. Thompson reframes the concept of forgiveness through a powerful financial lens: understanding that while you may choose to forgive a debt, you are under no obligation to issue new credit.
We talk about:
Assembling Your Recovery Team: Why you shouldn’t rely on Google alone; the importance of finding "learned" practitioners who specialize in betrayal and can provide credible referrals for coaches, retreats, and specialists.
The Science of Heartbreak: Exploring the 84-year Harvard study on health and the epigenetics of trauma, reminding us that working through betrayal is a vital investment in your long-term medical health.
EMDR and Parts Work in Practice: How tools like Eye Movement Desensitization and Reprocessing (EMDR) and Internal Family Systems (IFS) help "cook to order" a healing path that respects your protective parts while accessing your "capital-S" Self.
The "3:00 PM to 9:00 PM" Rule: Why we often "suck" at parenting ourselves in the evening and how to implement trauma-informed self-care, like outdoor walks and "brain-healthy" habits, to protect your nervous system during these high-risk hours.
The Credit/Debt Metaphor for Forgiveness: A revolutionary way to look at forgiveness as a "bankruptcy" filing, dismissing an uncollectible debt for your own freedom without being forced to grant immediate trust or reconciliation.
This episode may be especially supportive if:
You feel overwhelmed by the "alphabet soup" of therapy (EMDR, IFS, CBT) and want to know how these tools actually work in the room.
You are struggling with the concept of forgiveness and feel pressured to "get over it" before your partner has proven they are "creditworthy" again.
You find yourself doom-scrolling or engaging in "anti-survival" habits in the evenings and need a practical "reset" strategy.
You are ready to move from being a victim of your circumstances to becoming the "general of your own army".
As Dr. Thompson beautifully notes, you never truly lose in this process, you either win or you learn. Every step you take toward choosing to heal is a step toward experiencing the precious few moments of life in a tangible, beautiful way.
Meet the Guest: Dr. Monique Thompson
Dr. Monique Thompson is an EMDR-trained therapist and trauma-informed life coach with over 24 years of experience. She specializes in betrayal trauma, PTSD, and couples recovery, helping clients restore nervous system safety to support clarity and accountability. She is the author of the Infidelity Recovery Workbook for Couples and is known for her culturally responsive, parts-based approach to healing.
Dr. Thompson’s Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/drmoniquethompson (https://www.instagram.com/drmoniquethompson)
Dr. Thompson’s Private Counseling Practice - https://www.facebook.com/137813109676722?ref=NONE_xav_ig_profile_page_web (https://www.facebook.com/137813109676722?ref=NONE_xav_ig_profile_page_web)
Infidelity Recovery Workbook for Couples - https://www.amazon.com/Infidelity-Recovery-Workbook-Couples-Relationship-ebook/dp/B0CYGPRGQS (https://www.amazon.com/Infidelity-Recovery-Workbook-Couples-Relationship-ebook/dp/B0CYGPRGQS)
Rachel’s Booklist - https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/17C3H1PVHJ5N9?ref_=wl_share (https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/17C3H1PVHJ5N9?ref_=wl_share%E2%81%A0%E2%81%A0)
Rachel’s Newsletter - https://l.bttr.to/iKgcY (https://l.bttr.to/iKgcY)
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