I Want You To Know
The National Center for Victims of Crime
5.0from 13 ratings
- 17
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- 13
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- Cadence
- 2026
- First episode
About I Want You To Know
Some stories don’t end when the headlines fade. They are just beginning. I Want You To Know is a powerful, trauma-informed true crime podcast that centers the voices too often left out of the narrative, victims and the people who love them. Hosted by Kristen Feden and Renee Williams, this series blends legal insight with deeply human storytelling to explore the lasting impact of crime long after the case is closed. Each episode dives into a real story through intimate conversations with victims and their families, uncovering the emotional, psychological, and often overlooked realities they continue to face. In a moment unlike anything else in true crime, every episode concludes with a powerful, uninterrupted victim impact statement. These are words spoken directly, honestly, and without limitation. This is more than a podcast. It is a space for truth, for healing, and for voices to finally be heard. Because these stories matter. And now, they get to be told the way they were always meant to be.
- Publisher
- The National Center for Victims of Crime
- Category
- news · true crime
- Language
- en
- Explicit
- No
- First episode
- 28 Apr 2026
- Latest episode
- 4 Sept 2026
Latest episodes
17 episodes in the feed.
4 Sept 2026
A Mother’s Story: Kaylee, Loss, and Life After the Idaho Murders with Kristi Goncalves
Beyond the headlines of the Idaho College murders are four victims, four families, and lives that were forever changed. In this episode of I Want You To Know, we sit down with Kristi Goncalves, mother of Kaylee Goncalves, to talk about Kaylee beyond the headlines and what it has been like navigating unimaginable loss in the public eye. Kristi shares her experience with media attention, misinformation, the investigation and trial, and why her family chose to speak out. She also shares the work of the Kaylee Goncalves Foundation, what she wishes she had known along the way, and the victim impact statement she delivered in court. At the heart of this conversation is a mother remembering her daughter, advocating for other families, and trying to make something meaningful out of an unimaginable loss. Resources: Murder Has a Name Foundation: https://www.murderhasaname.com/ (https://www.murderhasaname.com/) Free confidential help is always available at victimconnect.org (http://victimconnect.org) If you have been a victim of a crime and would like to share your story, please contact us at media@victimsofcrime.org (mailto:media@victimsofcrime.org) — This podcast discusses real crimes and may include sensitive topics that could be difficult for some listeners. Listener discretion is advised. The information shared in this podcast is for informational and storytelling purposes only and is not intended as legal advice.
28 Aug 2026
When Chaos Feels Like Love with June Berlinger
What happens when the trauma you experienced as a child follows you into your relationships, your parenting, and every part of your adult life? In this episode, we are joined by June Berlinger, a nurse, survivor, and author, for an incredibly honest conversation about surviving abuse and finding a way forward. June shares what it was like to grow up surrounded by abuse, how those experiences shaped her self-worth and relationships, and why she found herself drawn to chaos and unhealthy relationships rather than the safety and kindness she deserved. We talk about the guilt and shame survivors often carry, how trauma can affect the way we trust and connect with others, and what it means to finally understand that the abuse was never our fault. We also talk about something that is so important: breaking generational cycles. June shares how becoming a mother changed her perspective, how she worked to protect her own children from the patterns she had experienced, and how years of counseling, support groups, education, and advocacy became part of her healing journey. If you or someone you love has experienced abuse, I hope you'll listen to this episode knowing that you are not alone, your story matters, and there is hope beyond what you've survived. June has also created free resources for survivors and those who want to help them at RisingAboveTrauma.net (http://RisingAboveTrauma.net), where you can find information from her book and additional support resources. Resources: Buy June's Book: https://www.risingabovetrauma.net/ (https://www.risingabovetrauma.net/) June’s Website: https://www.risingabovetrauma.net/ (https://www.risingabovetrauma.net/) Free confidential help is always available at victimconnect.org (http://victimconnect.org) If you have been a victim of a crime and would like to share your story, please contact us at media@victimsofcrime.org (mailto:media@victimsofcrime.org) — This podcast discusses real crimes and may include sensitive topics that could be difficult for some listeners. Listener discretion is advised. The information shared in this podcast is for informational and storytelling purposes only and is not intended as legal advice.
21 Aug 2026
When Faith Is Betrayed: Diana Hernandez’s Story
What happens when the person entrusted with guiding your faith becomes the person who betrays your trust? In this powerful episode, we sit down with Diana Hernandez, who shares her story of being sexually abused as a teenager by a Catholic priest who also served as a vice principal and disciplinarian at her high school. Diana opens up about the grooming that began when she was 16, how her vulnerability following her parents' divorce was exploited, and the complicated ways abuse can affect a survivor's sense of safety, identity, relationships, and faith. We also discuss how authority, secrecy, and institutional silence can allow abuse to continue for years. Diana shares what healing has looked like for her, how finding a community of fellow survivors changed her life, and what she would want other survivors to know if they are still carrying their stories in silence. Her message is clear: what happened to you does not define you, and healing happens on your own timeline. If you or someone you know has been affected by abuse, we hope this conversation reminds you that you are not alone. Listen to Diana's story, share this episode with someone who may need to hear it, and continue creating space for survivors to be heard, believed, and supported. Resources: Free confidential help is always available at victimconnect.org (http://victimconnect.org) If you have been a victim of a crime and would like to share your story, please contact us at media@victimsofcrime.org (mailto:media@victimsofcrime.org) — This podcast discusses real crimes and may include sensitive topics that could be difficult for some listeners. Listener discretion is advised. The information shared in this podcast is for informational and storytelling purposes only and is not intended as legal advice.
14 Aug 2026
D’Sean Perry: A Mother’s Story After the UVA Shooting
A tragedy can become a headline in seconds, but for the families left behind, the story never ends. In this episode of I Want You To Know, we sit down with Happy Perry, the mother of D’Sean Perry, one of three University of Virginia student athletes killed on November 13, 2022. Happy shares the story of D’Sean beyond the tragedy: his creativity as an artist, his kindness as a friend and teammate, his role as a protector, and the dreams he was still building. We talk about what happens when the news cycle moves on but a family’s grief remains, how losing a child changes everyday life, and why remembering the person behind the headline matters. Happy also opens up about turning unimaginable grief into advocacy, carrying on D’Sean’s passion for helping others, and fighting for gun safety and prevention. She talks honestly about the realities of grief, the triggers that can surface years later, the importance of giving yourself grace, and what she wants other families affected by violence to know. Resources: Learn more about the D’Sean Perry Foundation: dseanperry.com/ (http://dseanperry.com/) Free confidential help is always available at victimconnect.org (http://victimconnect.org) If you have been a victim of a crime and would like to share your story, please contact us at media@victimsofcrime.org (mailto:media@victimsofcrime.org) — This podcast discusses real crimes and may include sensitive topics that could be difficult for some listeners. Listener discretion is advised. The information shared in this podcast is for informational and storytelling purposes only and is not intended as legal advice.
7 Aug 2026
I Live Here with Lori Poland
Some stories make national headlines. The story that follows almost never does. When Lori Poland was just three years old, her abduction made national headlines and captured the attention of the entire country. Decades later, Lori joins us in this episode to share the story the public never heard. Instead of focusing on the crime itself, this conversation explores what it means to grow up carrying a story that the world already thinks it knows. Lori opens up about reclaiming her identity beyond the headlines, navigating trauma that shaped her sense of self, and the lifelong process of healing. She shares what survivors truly need from the people around them, why justice is about more than a courtroom, how advocacy helped her reclaim her voice, and the powerful meaning behind her memoir, I Live Here. This is a conversation about resilience, identity, grace, and choosing to write your own story, no matter what has happened to you. Resources: Check out Lori's book: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0B1BPCSSX?lv=shuf&channelId=500&plpRedirect=mhFallback (https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0B1BPCSSX?lv=shuf&channelId=500&plpRedirect=mhFallback) Free confidential help is always available at victimconnect.org (http://victimconnect.org) If you have been a victim of a crime and would like to share your story, please contact us at media@victimsofcrime.org (mailto:media@victimsofcrime.org) — This podcast discusses real crimes and may include sensitive topics that could be difficult for some listeners. Listener discretion is advised. The information shared in this podcast is for informational and storytelling purposes only and is not intended as legal advice.
31 Jul 2026
I Wish He Had Received More Love with Erika Mahoney
Erika Mahoney spent years reporting on other people's stories. She never imagined she would become one herself. In this episode, we sit down with Erika to talk about the day everything changed. While working as a journalist, she learned that an active shooter had opened fire at the grocery store where her father was shopping. She shares what it was like to navigate those agonizing hours as both a reporter and a daughter, why it's so important to remember victims for the lives they lived instead of the way they died, and how she's using storytelling to ensure her father's legacy lives on. We also discuss the realities of grief after the headlines fade, the healing that can come from sharing your story, and why there is no timeline for moving forward. Resources: Tune in to Erika’s podcast: https://www.erikamahoney.com/podcast (https://www.erikamahoney.com/podcast) Free confidential help is always available at victimconnect.org (http://victimconnect.org) If you have been a victim of a crime and would like to share your story, please contact us at media@victimsofcrime.org (mailto:media@victimsofcrime.org) — This podcast discusses real crimes and may include sensitive topics that could be difficult for some listeners. Listener discretion is advised. The information shared in this podcast is for informational and storytelling purposes only and is not intended as legal advice.
24 Jul 2026
The Caregiver's Game with Charles Wallace
Some of the most devastating crimes begin with trust. In this episode, we’re joined by Charles "Chip" Wallace, author of The Caregiver's Game, to explore the quiet and often overlooked reality of financial elder abuse. After the death of his mother, Chip uncovered a trail of suspicious financial decisions, a rewritten will, and a pattern of manipulation that forced him into a years-long investigation. We discuss how caregiving can slowly shift into control, why these cases are so difficult to recognize, and how predators exploit both emotional dependence and systemic blind spots before families even realize something is wrong. Chip shares the warning signs he wishes he had recognized sooner, the painful lessons he learned while fighting for answers, and why so many safeguards fail the very people they are supposed to protect. Resources: Connect with Chip: https://thecaregiversgame.com/ (https://thecaregiversgame.com/) Buy The Caregiver’s Game on Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0G322349C (https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0G322349C) Free confidential help is always available at victimconnect.org (http://victimconnect.org) If you have been a victim of a crime and would like to share your story, please contact us at media@victimsofcrime.org (mailto:media@victimsofcrime.org) — This podcast discusses real crimes and may include sensitive topics that could be difficult for some listeners. Listener discretion is advised. The information shared in this podcast is for informational and storytelling purposes only and is not intended as legal advice.
17 Jul 2026
Searching for Justice After a Cold Case Goes Silent with Madison McGhee
Some families are left grieving. Others are left investigating. In this episode of I Want You To Know, we sit down with Madison McGhee, creator and host of the investigative podcast Ice Cold, to talk about her father's unsolved murder and the years she has spent searching for answers. After believing for the first ten years of her life that her father had died of a heart attack, Madison learned he had actually been murdered. She shares how that revelation changed everything, the loss of trust that followed, and what it has been like to become the driving force behind her own father's case. We also explore what happens when homicide investigations grow cold, the emotional toll of becoming your own advocate, and how Madison's podcast has helped uncover new leads while keeping her father's story alive. Resources: Check out Madison's podcast Ice Cold at: https://www.icecoldcase.com/ (https://www.icecoldcase.com/) Free confidential help is always available at victimconnect.org (http://victimconnect.org) If you have been a victim of a crime and would like to share your story, please contact us at media@victimsofcrime.org (mailto:media@victimsofcrime.org) — This podcast discusses real crimes and may include sensitive topics that could be difficult for some listeners. Listener discretion is advised. The information shared in this podcast is for informational and storytelling purposes only and is not intended as legal advice.
10 Jul 2026
Chasing a Dream, Facing a Predator with Jayden Harris
One young woman's dream of performing on stage became a fight to reclaim her voice. In this episode of I Want You To Know, Jayden Harris and her mother, Shannon, share the story behind Jayden's allegations of grooming and sexual exploitation while working as a teenage performer in Branson. They open up about the warning signs that were easy to miss, the impact of manipulation and abuse, and the emotional toll that continued long after everything became public. This is about the realities of power imbalances, survivor silencing, and why healing looks different for every person. Jayden also shares how finding her voice transformed her pain into purpose. Rather than accepting a settlement that would have required her to remain silent, she made the courageous decision to refuse signing a non-disclosure agreement because, as she explains, healing could never come at the cost of losing her voice. Every conversation helps break the silence, raise awareness, and remind survivors that they are not alone. Resources: Free confidential help is always available at victimconnect.org (http://victimconnect.org) If you have been a victim of a crime and would like to share your story, please contact us at media@victimsofcrime.org (mailto:media@victimsofcrime.org) — This podcast discusses real crimes and may include sensitive topics that could be difficult for some listeners. Listener discretion is advised. The information shared in this podcast is for informational and storytelling purposes only and is not intended as legal advice.
3 Jul 2026
It Didn't Look Like Human Trafficking: Teresa's Story of Survival and Purpose
What if human trafficking often looks very different than you've imagined? In this episode, we sit down with Dr. Teresa Merriweather, a survivor, educator, and nationally recognized advocate who challenges the stereotypes that keep trafficking hidden in plain sight. Teresa shares how she was groomed by someone she trusted deeply, a respected leader in her church, and how emotional manipulation, betrayal, and coercion slowly led to her exploitation. Her story is a sobering reminder that trafficking does not always begin with force, and that victims come from every background, profession, age, and walk of life. She also shares how she now trains law enforcement, healthcare professionals, foster parents, schools, and communities to recognize the warning signs that so often go unnoticed. Resources: Free confidential help is always available at victimconnect.org (http://victimconnect.org) If you have been a victim of a crime and would like to share your story, please contact us at media@victimsofcrime.org (mailto:media@victimsofcrime.org) — This podcast discusses real crimes and may include sensitive topics that could be difficult for some listeners. Listener discretion is advised. The information shared in this podcast is for informational and storytelling purposes only and is not intended as legal advice.
26 Jun 2026
Faith, Betrayal, and Survival: Joseph Cleveland's Story
For nearly twenty years, Joseph Cleveland carried a secret he had never fully understood himself. What began as a trusted mentorship during a difficult season of his childhood eventually revealed itself to be years of grooming and sexual abuse at the hands of a respected church leader. Joseph shares his story in his own words, taking us through the loneliness and vulnerability that made him a target, the manipulation that kept him silent, and the moment everything finally came into focus decades later. He speaks candidly about the realities many survivors face after coming forward, including self-doubt, shame, broken trust, and the painful responses from institutions that were supposed to protect children. This episode provides a powerful look at what survival, advocacy, and reclaiming your voice can truly mean. If you or someone you love has been impacted by abuse, we hope this conversation reminds you that you are not alone. Thank you for listening, for supporting survivor stories, and for helping us create space for these difficult but necessary conversations. Resources: Free confidential help is always available at victimconnect.org (http://victimconnect.org) If you have been a victim of a crime and would like to share your story, please contact us at media@victimsofcrime.org (mailto:media@victimsofcrime.org) — This podcast discusses real crimes and may include sensitive topics that could be difficult for some listeners. Listener discretion is advised. The information shared in this podcast is for informational and storytelling purposes only and is not intended as legal advice.
19 Jun 2026
Julie Murray - The Sister Left Searching
Some losses never end, and for the families of missing loved ones, the absence becomes something they carry every single day. In this powerful conversation, we sit down with Julie Murray, sister of Maura Murray, whose disappearance in 2004 became one of the most discussed missing persons cases in America. But beyond the headlines, theories, and online speculation is a family that has spent more than two decades navigating uncertainty, grief, hope, and the impossible reality of not knowing what happened to someone they love. Julie shares who Maura was before she became a case file, the lasting impact of ambiguous loss, and what people often misunderstand about families living through unresolved tragedies. We discuss the rise of true crime culture, the responsibility that comes with telling these stories, and why empathy must remain at the center of every conversation. This episode is a deeply personal look at resilience, remembrance, and what it means to keep searching for answers while refusing to let a loved one's story be reduced to a mystery. Resources: Support Julie's campaign #engagewithempathy Find Julie on Instagram: @mysistermauramurray (https://www.instagram.com/mysistermauramurray/) Connect with Julie: https://www.mauramurraymissing.org/ (https://www.mauramurraymissing.org/) Free confidential help is always available at victimconnect.org (http://victimconnect.org) If you have been a victim of a crime and would like to share your story, please contact us at media@victimsofcrime.org (mailto:media@victimsofcrime.org) — This podcast discusses real crimes and may include sensitive topics that could be difficult for some listeners. Listener discretion is advised. The information shared in this podcast is for informational and storytelling purposes only and is not intended as legal advice.
12 Jun 2026
A Sister's Story
In this episode, a sister's grief becomes a powerful reminder of what is left behind long after the headlines fade. Whitney Bartell, whose brother Seth was killed following the 2003 Rocori High School shooting in Minnesota, shares about who Seth was beyond the tragedy, the dreams he never had the chance to pursue, and the lasting impact his loss has had on Whitney, her family, and an entire community. Whitney shares what it was like to grow up in the shadow of such a public tragedy, why siblings of victims are often overlooked in conversations about grief, and how trauma continues to resurface decades later in unexpected ways. Whitney speaks candidly about losing not only her brother, but also the childhood and future she imagined, while reflecting on the resilience, healing, and purpose she has found in becoming a voice for Seth. Resources: Free confidential help is always available at victimconnect.org (http://victimconnect.org) If you have been a victim of a crime and would like to share your story, please contact us at media@victimsofcrime.org (mailto:media@victimsofcrime.org) — This podcast discusses real crimes and may include sensitive topics that could be difficult for some listeners. Listener discretion is advised. The information shared in this podcast is for informational and storytelling purposes only and is not intended as legal advice.
29 May 2026
Facing Drew Peterson with Norma Peterson
In this episode of I Want You To Know, we step into one of the most haunting and complex cases in recent memory, exploring the intertwined stories of Kathleen Savio and Stacey Peterson and the man at the center of it all. From a suspicious death initially ruled an accident to a disappearance that still has no answers, we unpack how control, manipulation, and public perception shaped the narrative and the investigation. We also examine the legal twists that made this case so significant, including the rare use of hearsay evidence and how it ultimately led to a conviction without ever finding one of the victims. But this episode goes far beyond headlines and courtroom drama. We sit down with Norma Peterson, who offers a deeply personal and rarely heard perspective as a member of the accused’s family. She shares what it was like to live in the shadow of suspicion, navigate the media frenzy, and grapple with the reality of what happened to the women she knew and loved. Through her story, we explore the lasting impact of domestic violence, the power of intuition, and the responsibility we all carry as consumers of true crime. This conversation challenges what we think we know and asks us to look closer at the human cost behind every case. You can help amplify the voices that deserve to be heard by continuing the conversation, supporting advocacy efforts, and staying informed. Be sure to follow I Want You To Know, leave a review, and join us in the next episode as we continue uncovering the stories that matter most. Resources: More information on Norma and Document the Abuse is available on their site: https://documenttheabuse.org/ (https://documenttheabuse.org/) Free, confidential help is available to individuals impacted by crime at http://victimconnect.org (http://victimconnect.org) For more information about the National Center for Victims of Crime, visit our home page. If you have been a victim of a crime and would like to share your story, please contact us at media@victimsofcrime.org (mailto:media@victimsofcrime.org) — This podcast discusses real crimes and may include sensitive topics that could be difficult for some listeners. Listener discretion is advised. The information shared in this podcast is for informational and storytelling purposes only and is not intended as legal advice.
29 May 2026
The Colonial Parkway Murders and the Questions That Still Remain with Bill Thomas
In this powerful episode of I Want You To Know, we examine the Colonial Parkway Murders through the eyes of someone who has lived the devastation for nearly four decades. Bill Thomas, brother of victim Kathy Thomas, shares not only the deeply personal story of Kathy and Rebecca Dowski, but also the painful questions that still remain about bias, investigative failures, media misrepresentation, and what justice looks like when a suspect dies before facing trial. This conversation explores how the legal and cultural realities of the 1980s may have shaped the case, how Kathy and Rebecca’s relationship was minimized in ways that may have impacted the investigation, and why the handling of victims’ stories matters as much as the pursuit of answers. We also dig into the broader crisis of unsolved murders in America, the ripple effects cold cases have on families for generations, and the responsibility of law enforcement, media, and even true crime creators to do better. Bill offers his perspective on advocacy, accountability, and why victims must remain at the center of these conversations. This is an episode that asks difficult questions, challenges assumptions, and invites listeners to think differently about justice, memory, and the stories we choose to tell. If you care about cold cases, victim advocacy, or the human side of true crime, this is a conversation you will not want to miss. To learn more about the National Center for Victims of Crime, head to victimsofcrime.org (http://victimsofcrime.org). Free confidential help is always available at (http://victimconnect.org/)victimconnect.org (http://victimconnect.org). Hear more of Bill's story and check out his podcast Mind Over Murder (https://mindovermurderpodcast.com/). Resources: Listen to Mind Over Murder: https://mindovermurderpodcast.com (https://mindovermurderpodcast.com) National Center for Victims of Crime: victimsofcrime.org (http://victimsofcrime.org) Free confidential help is always available at victimconnect.org (http://victimconnect.org) If you have been a victim of a crime and would like to share your story, please contact us at media@victimsofcrime.org (mailto:media@victimsofcrime.org) — This podcast discusses real crimes and may include sensitive topics that could be difficult for some listeners. Listener discretion is advised. The information shared in this podcast is for informational and storytelling purposes only and is not intended as legal advice.
29 May 2026
Surviving Ted Bundy with Kathy Kleiner Rubin
This isn’t just another true crime story. It’s a powerful re-centering of the narrative we’ve been told for decades. In the pilot episode of I Want You To Know, we step into one of the most well-known cases in American history through a very different lens by focusing not on the perpetrator, but on survivor Kathy Kleiner Ruben. Through a deeply personal and unfiltered conversation, Kathy shares what it means to live through unimaginable violence, how she reclaimed her identity beyond that night in 1978, and why society needs to rethink the way we consume stories about crime. This episode challenges listeners to confront the uncomfortable truth about how victims are often overlooked, while asking what it really means to survive and be heard. We explore the lasting impact of trauma, the complexity of healing, and the power of storytelling as a path forward. Kathy opens up about her journey from victim to survivor, the misconceptions surrounding her attacker, and her mission to ensure that the lives and voices of victims are never lost or reduced to headlines. This conversation sets the tone for this podcast’s mission: creating space for stories that deserve to be told, in the voices of those who lived them. Resources: Free confidential help is always available at victimconnect.org (http://victimconnect.org) Purchase your copy of Kathy’s Book, A Light in the Dark: Surviving More than Ted Bundy: https://www.amazon.com/Light-Dark-Surviving-More-Bundy/dp/1641608684 (https://www.amazon.com/Light-Dark-Surviving-More-Bundy/dp/1641608684) If you have been a victim of a crime and would like to share your story, please contact us at media@victimsofcrime.org (mailto:media@victimsofcrime.org) — This podcast discusses real crimes and may include sensitive topics that could be difficult for some listeners. Listener discretion is advised. The information shared in this podcast is for informational and storytelling purposes only and is not intended as legal advice.
28 Apr 2026
Welcome to "I Want You To Know"
Some stories don’t end when the headlines fade. They are just beginning. I Want You To Know is a powerful, trauma-informed true crime podcast that centers the voices too often left out of the narrative, victims and the people who love them. Hosted by Kristen Feden and Renee Williams, this series blends legal insight with deeply human storytelling to explore the lasting impact of crime long after the case is closed. Each episode dives into a real story through intimate conversations with victims and their families, uncovering the emotional, psychological, and often overlooked realities they continue to face. In a moment unlike anything else in true crime, every episode concludes with a powerful, uninterrupted victim impact statement. These are words spoken directly, honestly, and without limitation. This is more than a podcast. It is a space for truth, for healing, and for voices to finally be heard. Because these stories matter. And now, they get to be told the way they were always meant to be.
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